Sunday, January 11, 2009

Dont worry love...

Within the night,
The coldest storm
I am the light
I'll keep you warm
Throughout your lies,
I am the truth
Your doubts that rise,
I am your proof
I am what I am,
And I am there for you
Inside your heart,
Inside your mind
I am a part,
As you are in mine

You have me...

I am always there for u
To lean on when u wanna cry.
I am there for when u are sad.
I will always back u up when u make a mess.

For sure when you want to talk
I am there for you.
When you want to cry
You can count on me.

When u want someone to shut up and listen
You bet I am gonna listen.
When u need an advice
I will give u one.

I am always there when u are alone
When u feel all alone and invisible.
That’s when I am there for u the most!
You are very dear to me!

So when u are alone don’t say
You are invisible.
And when no one cares about u
Dats when i care for u the most!

So turn around
You'll see I am right there.
Right from the beginning
You just haven’t noticed yet.

I will always be there for u!
So turn and see that I’m always right by your side.
So don’t ever say u are alone!
I am always there till the end......

Someday... Somewhere... Somehow...

On my pillow lay marks of tears
Produced by the bitter mark of fear
One that’s perhaps very sincere
And yet my soul continue to think it unfair
And my mind has the feeling of despair
But my soul will forever care
And my senses continue to stare
And so am I willing to dare?

For losing you is indefinable
And my heart will forever be insatiable
I never envisioned this day
And now my mind is in dismay
But yet in my bed I lay
Engaging in constant pray
But yet my thoughts are astray
Hoping for that very day

When you open your eyes and see the sign
And with a smile you let me call you mine

Trying not to want anything from u...

I try to pretend
I try to shut out
The storm that's raging
In my torn heart.

I try to hate you
Just so it'll be easy
To just help me forget
The love I have for you.

That something I hide
I hide it from you
Because you can never know
You can’t ever know

If that something
Ever got out to you
I fear the worst
I fear losing you.

I know that you don’t have
Any love to give me
So I just try my best
To give my emotions a rest.

Cause having just a part of you
Just even a little piece
A tiny speck is better
Than not having you at all.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Dido & I...

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on...

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Why can't you? Why don't you?

Why am I lonely, you're with me right here
Why am I talking, it's like I'm talking to the air
What am I looking for that just isn't there
Why am I angry, how'd it get so bad
And why am I missing what we never really had

Why don't you love me the way I love you
Why don't you feel things as deep as I do
We've got a difference in matters of emotion
But I need to feel you need me like a river needs an ocean

Who am I kidding "it wasn't meant to be"
But you wanted a believer and I needed to believe
For every wall you built around you
I learned a new way to climb
And if I could've been your angel
I would've found a way to fly

How can you tell me to do this?

I'm doing the best I can, but I’m startin' to understand
The best I’ve got ain't getting me anywhere
I'm fightin' with all my might, but when I’m alone at night
Your memory is more than I can bear

I make it a little while, without thinking of your sweet smile
Then suddenly I see you in my mind
Keep telling myself you're gone, keep saying I’m moving on
But everyday I’m falling more behind

You said I’d be fine but you were lying
Cause after all this time it feels like dying

Trying not to love you is like trying not to breathe
Something that I haven't learned to do
I can't stop believing you're everything I need
That's a place my heart just won't go to
Trying not to love you...