Wicked Game

World was on fire
No one could save me but you
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you
No, I don't want to fall in love, with you

What a wicked game you play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you

This love is only gonna break my heart
So, I don't wanna fall in love, with you

Goodbye...

One last poem before I’m gone forever
Into the unknown never to ask your love again.
Rest and be at ease, I apologize for my sudden need.
I feel weak and delusional, I dredge my creed.

My love for you reached a height
Is it rage, is it peace or just my plight?
Regardless the desire, regardless the hour,
As strong as the sun with twice its Power.

But I felt disbelief in seeing you weren’t the one.
You and I both know the truth, all that's said and done,
So here’s my last poem to the Love I’ll always hate.
With my words I scream as my heart closes it's gate.

My Silent Tears

Last night before I went to bed
Thoughts of you filled my head
Though I have not cried this way in many years
Onto my pillow fell six silent tears

The first was for your smile that I miss
And your tender lips I long to kiss
The second was for your angle face
And thoughts of your loving embrace

The third came with no surprise
As I thought of your beautiful eyes
The fourth came rolling down my face
Instead of my pillow, it should be you in it's place.

The fifth came for one reason alone
I felt my love for you wasn't fully shown
I really love and miss you my dear
And there just fell the sixth silent tear.

Every Day

Each day the sun rises, and each night the sun sets.
Each day I wake up, and put on that fake smile.

Each day I muse myself about you, and each night I dream of you.
Each day I miss you, and I want to be beside you.

Each day I busy myself, and each night I fail at simple things.
Each day my old life haunts me, and every day I live in misery.

Each day I am unappreciated, and each night I keep to myself.
Each day I live my life in fear, and I bear this uncontrollable anger.

Each day I wake up, and each night I fight those tears.
Each day you call me, and then everything disappears.

Each day I send a little prayer, and each night I send another.
Each day I live the fullest, and only living for your love.

Hate to be in love!

Well my soul is empty now,
You slipped away from me somehow,
I guess I knew, it had to be,
I tore the flesh away from fantasy…

I can feel this setting sun
Chill my veins, the blood is gone,
I can feel the spirit tearing out my heart,
This is real, the damage is done
Never will heal this skeletal life,
I feel her ripping, tearing out my heart…

So much for love's intensity,
It runs so hot, but cuts so deep,
It makes me blind, afraid to speak,
You've seen me sweat, now watch me bleed…

Lobo & I...

I stopped trying to be beside you on every crossroad
You said you don’t have much time for me anymore
I stopped talking to you without an appointment
Cause I would hear laughter coming through your door.

Sometimes late at night you'll still call me
Just before you close your eyes to sleep
You try to make me vow to stay a good friend always
Baby that's a promise I just can't keep.

I love you too much to ever start liking you
So let’s just let the story kinda end
I love you too much to ever start liking you
So don't expect me to be your friend.

I don't walk down through those places any more
That we used to go to all the time in my mind
I'm trying to erase you from my memory
Cause thinking of you jumbles up my mind.

You always act so happy when I see you
You smile that way you take my hand and then
You Introduce me to your latest lover
That's when I feel the walls start crashing in.

I love you too much to ever start liking you
So let’s just let the story kinda end
I love you too much to ever start liking you
So don't expect me to be your friend.

I am no one to you

Who are you?
I try to find out, but you will not tell me.
I don't know why, but when I ask you don't seem to notice.
You just look away as though I'm not there.
I am no one.

What are you doing to me?
Do you find pleasure in my sorrow?
Are you pleased when you see me fall into a pit of you?
You just smile as you watch me cry.
I am no one.

When will you stop the pain?
Is it that hard to maintain without hurting me so?
I would like to know you, but you just slip away from me.
It's hard and I know you don't love me.
I am no one.

Where is your heart
If it is not with me?
If you don't understand.. we'd never be we...
Yet you don't seem to hear the dripping of my tears.
I am no one.

Why are you leaving?
I'm sorry that I wasn't all you hoped for.
I can't explain why I wasn't all you dreamed of.
But I do know why you will never notice me.
I am no one to you.